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Eмιly Fιɴcн ([personal profile] conifer) wrote in [community profile] thecapitol2015-10-03 09:01 pm

[OPEN]

Who| Emily and YOU
What|
Where| Around the Training Centre
When| A couple of days before the start of the Arena
Warnings/Notes| None inherent, will update as necessary


a) District 7 suite
Emily's dressed in the sort of clothes she'd only reluctantly wear for a fancy party, her hair piled high on her head. She looks out of place in the suite, especially as she's tidying and cleaning - disassembling the garden she's kept in one corner of the common area ever since she came back to the Capitol, something that's been her pride and joy, and has been her main distraction and source of therapy in mentoring. Today though, the plants are dug up, the soil swept and the wire displays dismantled, and Emily insists on doing it all herself. A few moments later she disappears into her room and comes back with her arms full of the intricate wood carvings she's put so much care and attention into, and dumps them into the bags with the plants, nodding to the Avoxes to take them away and dispose of them.


b) Out and about in the Capitol
Emily isn't certain what makes a 'good Capitolite'. A shallowness and self-absorption seemed to have a lot to do with it. But she was quite certain that she'd been offered citizenship because of qualities that were the exact opposite to that, ones that she had to admit that she hadn't seen in that many Capitol natives. It bothered her that she needed to stay true to herself while fitting in as one of them. Perhaps she was being unfair, and she was viewing them from the point of view of a Victor and moreover a Districter.

She goes to one of the high end shopping districts, wandering through stores and parks and finally seating herself in a restaurant, people watching all the while. Out here, a little of their eccentric nature seems to disappear, and they're not obnoxious Capitolites but just people. It's a surreal thing for her to accept.


c) The roof
The media didn't seem to have picked up on her panic attack at the Tribute Parade, something for which Emily was more than grateful. She wondered if Cyrus had anything to do with it, after all his offer of citizenship had come quickly after, and she was sure he'd wanted to keep a positive, Capitol-friendly image of her circulating. But even now, she couldn't get the District Tributes out of her mind, the bewilderment and despair on their faces as they realised that they were being sent to die, contrasted with the cheers of the audience.

She grips tightly onto the railing of the balcony to stop her hands from shaking, taking several long, deep breaths. "Get it together, Finch," she mutters. "They're not your people any more. You can't do this to yourself."


d) Closed to Beck
She shows up in the District Twelve suite without warning, and just stands and waits until Beck comes walking through, her expression stern and only a little less pained than when she'd found her in the bar the other night. She has no idea where they stand, and as much as she wishes she could postpone this indefinitely, she knows that she can't avoid Beck forever.

"It's time we finished our conversation."
voiceinthephone: ([I'm the Phone Guy surprise])

[personal profile] voiceinthephone 2015-11-10 07:20 pm (UTC)(link)
"Will you do the same for your District tributes?" Phillip knew that the chances were slimmer than the offworlders but he had to make sure Emily walked the walk as well as talk the talk. "Will you favor your offworlder tributes over your natives?"

Gray was being unfair but Finch had been, up until now, been a fair mentor in his eyes. Hard decisions had to be made, that's a fact, but this rubbed Phone Guy the wrong way. They were all complicit in the systematic murder of these children simply by having won their own Arena. But he couldn't throw those kids under the proverbial bus for a win.
voiceinthephone: ([I don't understand])

[personal profile] voiceinthephone 2015-11-17 02:29 am (UTC)(link)
Phillip...couldn't believe the words that came out of Emily's mouth. She called the native children as basically fodder...a term that made her sound more like Dandy Mott, like a Capitolite rather than someone who has lived it. Some part of the man wanted to believe that she would hold her District, her home, in higher regard. But she did have years of experience, she knew how to deal with the losses much better than he could. Hell, he collapsed seeing someone from his past.

"I see," he responded, holding fast to his own game plan but finally allowing a possible alternative if the metaphorical shit hit the fan. He can't argue points of view and maybe he will get his crash course, but he has some hope left. You sound...different. is the thought that comes to Phone Guy's mind as he sighed out and let Emily carry on. "I suppose the Capitol saw it fit to send the District children back to the Arena, even with those shortcomings. I'll have to adapt, just as you did."

Shortcomings Emily once had, if the Victor reels were proof.
voiceinthephone: hollow-art ([Smile like the devil])

[personal profile] voiceinthephone 2015-11-18 10:18 pm (UTC)(link)
Was it selfish of Gray to hold onto something, even if it was futile? Because that's what he's doing. Then again, he came from a world that had no Capitol or Hunger Games, that he couldn't be so quick to wholeheartedly throw lambs to the slaughter. Phil managed half a decade of torment with the souls of dead children, all vying to kill any adult that had the misfortune of being a security guard. The hallucinations have long since stopped, ever since his first death in the Arena, but the nightmares of notifying their parents never went away. And now, he was doing the same thing to two sets of parents...

If anything, this just made his resolve that much stronger. If he had to do it all over again, at least Phone Guy can say he gave it his best shot. If to sleep easier.

"For my own sake? Miss Finch," and there came a formality, a distance between them that hadn't been there before, and covered up with a faint managerial smile, "I already hit rock bottom in my world. All I can do now is make something good out of it, for Panem and for the Capitol."
voiceinthephone: hollow-art ([Gun totting Phone Guy])

[personal profile] voiceinthephone 2015-12-22 07:12 pm (UTC)(link)
"I'll do my best!" Fat chance of Phillip ever letting those screaming robotic menaces out of his head. The bots served to remind Phone Guy of not just his mistakes but as protection against falling into the Capitol's subservience. He only spoke of Capitol loyalty because it was an afterthought, oh right, I'm their toy now.

He figured something nice should come out of this for Emily and he offered with a softer but welcoming smile, "I-I made some cheesecake- yes, the rumors of my baking habits are true- if you want to join me a-and if Mr. Compson doesn't mind it."

They can send a slice his way. He needs the fluffy happiness.

But Phil isn't forgetting this.