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Dave Strider ([personal profile] shenunigans) wrote in [community profile] thecapitol2015-03-15 11:17 am

We are the wireless survivors of things gone. [open]

Who| Dave Strider and y'all
What| Dave comes back from the worst canon update ever.
Where| D9, the corridors of the tower, the roof
When| About a week after he died in the Arena, slightly backdated.
Warnings/Notes| Death, existential crisis

The general sound that fills Dave's head when he wakes up is best described as static. Loud, buzzing static that seems to overpower the sound of anything else. He's where he had been when he first came here, where he showed up after every miserable failure in the Arena, but something is different.

He went home.

Then he died.

He's dead. He needs to repeat it in his mind to solidify the concept. He's died over and over, but he went home. And he died. And he doesn't know if there's anything in the universe that can do a reach-around on an official and heroic death when you've abused your consequence free card for so long. The most profoundly difficult concept to comprehend is the fact that he died here, he died there and then he came back here like it was nothing. Like it was a sunny little trip back home to show him just how quickly everything went wrong. For so long he'd been banking on getting home, picking up his sword and facing the shit he'd been running from. He'd been guilty and worried and detached from a life that he'd been so heavily involved in, now it's gone and it's official. His relationship with the Capitol is committed, they just burned down his apartment so he had to move in permanently. Soon they'll be tying the knot and next thing you know he'll be stuck here without an out in sight.

In the back of his mind, he considers Bro. The fact that he's dead back home makes his life here all the more important, every Arena could be the last one and then there would be nothing. Just a black void with which to return to, a void that Dave now belongs to as well. He'd told Punchy that his universe had a way of keeping you around if you were, as he put it, integral to the thing they're doing. Maybe he isn't integral there anymore. There are other time travelers for sure.

He could be integral here, but he's not sure he wants to be.

A. District 9/Dave's Room.
When Dave musters the fucks it takes to pick himself up and drag himself out of the training center, the static in his mind has dulled some. It both does and doesn't feel like he's been away for a little while. His surroundings are familiar and distant all at once. He doesn't spare much time looking around, choosing instead to focus on bowing his head and hitting the increasingly familiar elevator button up to his floor.

He steps in cautiously, checking for familiar faces before crossing through the suite toward his room. If he doesn't get sidetracked, he'll be quick to drag himself into his room and shut the door. He spares his collective posters and possessions a quick glance before he starts to feel uncomfortable with it all and chooses to faceplant onto the bed. He shouldn't be tired by any means, but he already feels drained enough to bury his face into the pillows and lie inelegantly on the bed like a stretched out starfish.

Company would be great, something distracting would be awesome, but he doesn't want to seek it out.

B. The Corridors.
Eventually the siren song of basic necessities, company and a need to absorb his surroundings once again wins out and Dave picks himself up and leaves his room. He mills around the kitchens but he's slinking out into the corridors pretty fast. To anyone, he looks visibly disorientated and he's distracted enough that shoulder bumping is liable to happen. If he happens to make eye-contact, there's a high chance he'll step back, size you up and speak.

"You there, boy, what day is this?" If they don't say Christmas, he will be severely disappointed. He's all out of whack as far as time goes. It's hard to say how long exactly he's been gone between the long span of clockless Arenas and however long he spent home. He doesn't know how long an express trip to other universes takes the Capitol. It could be hours, it could be weeks. All he knows is that he hates being detached from his sense of time but he's almost anxious about checking a clock or a calender. He'd rather hear it from someone, let it sink in better if he's been gone five hundred years.

C. The Roof.
When in doubt, head for high places. Dave has always been partial to rooftop anything, and this roof in particular holds a few memories. Getting drunk with princesses, having real talk with Tony, making plans with Bro to break into a highly secure prison, reuniting with Karkat. You know. The usual.

It's a chilly day already, but Dave doesn't particularly regret coming up without a hoodie. Something about being cold from his eyebrows to his toe jam makes him feel a little more grounded. He draws his arms over himself and wills himself to step closer to the sides taking in the view of the city slowly starting to light up for the evening and letting it sober him up some. He's here, he's definitely here.

Eventually, he's stepping back to take a gander up at the sky. Upward to the ol' Space Jam that defined his existence for over three years and then back to the city that took it for about a year. It's deep. He's really glad nobody can hear his thoughts, because they sound an awful lot like Micheal Cera or Logan Lerman should be muttering them over the faint sounds of stirring hipster tunes.

Turns out, there is a time for melodramatic thoughts and typically cinematic displays of restlessness. That time is now, right now. Dave is scrubbing at his face and pulling away from the view, turning to take the nearest seat he can so he can invest his attention on his feet.

It's cold. He should have worn long sleeves.
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[personal profile] cigne 2015-03-15 01:35 am (UTC)(link)
Swann is on the roof with a tiger cub.

It is a white tiger with rose-colored stripes, on a leash, and she is letting it wander around and sniff at things, scratching at the ground and chuffing with happiness. One of the things it sniffs at is Dave's feet as he sits, and Swann smiles at him as she walks behind her pet.

"Hi, Dave," she says cheerily, and sits down in the chair next to him. "Welcome back! How are you?"
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[personal profile] cigne 2015-03-15 02:13 am (UTC)(link)
None of these are questions that Swann can answer, except for the third one, because she's pretty sure that Oceana will not allow those to be Dave's forever shoes.

The tiger bats gently at the feet that suddenly reappear in front of him, then goes to Swann and rubs against her legs happily before making a tiny squawk of a noise to be lifted up into her lap. She obliges, then places one hand on Dave's shoulder.

"You aren't dead anymore." She says it gently, in a way she hopes is soothing. "This is Pascal! He's a mini-tiger, he was a gift for me."
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[personal profile] cigne 2015-03-15 02:44 am (UTC)(link)
Pascal sniffs at Dave's hand and then closes his eyes and looks away, content to be petted or not petted. For the most part, he behaves more like a housecat than a tiger, because Capitolites like things easy, just aesthetically pleasing. The idea of having a mini-tiger seems very natural to Swann, in the way that having a kitten might seem normal to anyone else.

She rubs Dave's shoulder a bit, because he still seems upset about having died. She's vaguely surprised, given the length of his time in the Arenas, how many times it's happened already, but doesn't mention it.

"Oh! Um... a friend gave him to me," she says, less from an avoidance of mentioning Jason and more just simply not knowing what to call their relationship. "I think he was trying to be nice, not... not assign me a value."
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[personal profile] cigne 2015-03-21 12:58 pm (UTC)(link)
The tiger chuffs, leans his head into Dave's hand. After a few moments, he rises from Swann's lap to clamber over to Dave, unaware that he's heavy at thirty pounds, as far as pets go, his big paws pressing into Dave's legs to that he can better be petted.

She snorts a little at the idea of giving antique eggs to someone, and just watches him, smiling gently. He asks about being revived, and she sighs, rolling her shoulder a little. "I've heard of it, once or twice. I don't know how any of it works, I don't think anyone besides the Gamemakers and their team do. They don't tell us those kinds of things."

With a glance down at her tiger, she asks gently, "Did you... go home?"
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[personal profile] cigne 2015-03-24 03:41 pm (UTC)(link)
Pascal settles down in Dave's lap. He can't purr, but he seems terribly content, given the way he sets his head down on his paws and closes his eyes and wraps his tail around himself.

"Maybe they think you'll learn something important if you go back?" she suggests, although she doesn't understand the Gamemakers and their plans any better than anyone else does. Her face takes on heavy shadows of concern and sorrow, and she moves to wrap her arms around Dave, like she's acting instinctively, holding his head to her and stroking his hair.

"I'm sorry, Dave. I'm really sorry. I wish I could fix it for you." And she sounds truly sincere about it, like she'd save him in an instant from his own world, because even if he's a Tribute, he's alive, his deaths always temporary. "I'm all right. Maybe I'd be better with some ice cream. Do you want some ice cream?"

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[personal profile] smarterthanthem 2015-03-16 06:54 pm (UTC)(link)
"Dave, are you in here?" Clementine knocks and then tries the door. She knew Dave was back because she'd been told, he should have been back before now and the extra long wait for his return had been scary. Clem had been trying hard not to think he wasn't coming back at all.

She's come armed, in a sense, the child-sized guitar that she bought with Nick's help to learn to play in her hand. "I wanted to see if you're o... kay."

Clearly not, if that pose meant anything. "Um..." she slides into the room and shuts the door, almost tiptoeing over to the bed despite the fact she'd already announced herself. "Dave?"

Coming back the arena always sucks and some people show it in different ways than others. Clem's pretty sure she's never seen Dave like this before though, like someone just sucked all the energy and Dave-ness out of him. Those extra days he was fone, where was he? Did the Capitol do something to him? She sucks on her bottom lip as she waits for a response.
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[personal profile] smarterthanthem 2015-03-24 08:26 pm (UTC)(link)
"Dave." she starts, uncertain what the muffled words are, only getting pieces of the sentence thanks to the limitations of pillow acoustics. Clem bites her lip again, watching him reach out to turn on the music and then finally sit up and acknowledge her.

She sets down her guitar, leaning it against the edge of the bed for safe keeping as she holds herself back from just jumping onto the mattress with Dave. His unimpressed look gets a similar one in turn before she crumbles into asking the burning question on her mind, "What do you mean, what? You've been gone a whole week, Dave!"

It doesn't take much for Clementine to start spilling her guts at him once she starts, with equal parts worry and fear in her eyes. "I thought you weren't coming back. I thought..."

Except all his stuff had still been in his room, it hadn't been emptied out the way they did with Tributes who weren't coming back, which just made the possibility the Capitol was torturing him even more likely. Dave wasn't just anyone to Clem, he was her best friend, someone who'd been here just as long as she had and the thought of something happening to him was the worst. Especially when it was outside the arena's, where damage and death were permanent things. "I've been really worried about you!"
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[personal profile] smarterthanthem 2015-04-03 03:33 pm (UTC)(link)
"They what?" she takes a moment for her brain to catch up to his words through the misty filter of her own distress. He went home... he took longer to come back because they sent him home first. "Are you... are you okay? Were you gone for a long time?" from his perspective, that was.

Clementine gives in, clambering onto the bed with Dave, just in time for his hand to come down on her head and rock it back and forth. He's so dumb sometimes. "Your fans would riot if they sent you away." she says, still shaky and unhappy, he's not getting out of this with just an extended pat to her head.

"I'd riot." she mumbles more quietly, reaching out to snag her hand on his shirt. There's going to be a hug today, he better get ready for it.
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[personal profile] smarterthanthem 2015-04-07 04:02 pm (UTC)(link)
"I... yeah, I did." she admits, shifting uncomfortably. Clementine hadn't talked to anyone really about what happened to her, helped by the fact she wasn't really gone any longer than usual. No one who'd ask her about it had been around at the time either, so she'd been able to hide herself away to process it and blame her reclusive period on the usual post-death blues. Anytime she'd thought about bringing it up something had always gotten in the way.

Her eyes widen as Dave explains, "You mean..." Clementine swallows and shakes her head because what Dave could be implying is unthinkable to her. "I'm sorry."

What else can she say? So long as they're at the whim of the Capitol then being here is little consolation, except there was a chance to survive.

"Not your only one." Clem tries to assure him, shuffling over so she's pressed against his side. It's pretty soppy and Dave will probably tease her for it later, "But I'd be president of the club."

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[personal profile] crabmunicator 2015-03-17 07:33 am (UTC)(link)
It's been a rough week for Karkat. Ever since he came back he's been tracking the arena. While he hasn't watched absolutely everything, he's followed it relatively closely, too worried for his friends to keep himself away. Chief among those is Dave, whose exit from the arena happened days ago.

And as each day passed, that worry has grown. Day one and he didn't come back, day two and he didn't come back... He's haunted district 9, sometimes visiting Nill, sometimes hovering around the common area, sometimes standing guard at the elevator. The week has passed with the excruciating slow drag brought by anticipation, heightened all the more by the worry that Dave might not come back. It happens; it happened to his past self. But he knows too that it took longer before he came back this last time, and that if anything keeps his hope alight.

He hasn't slept much. He doesn't much normally - too many daymares - but the added anxiety has mad the prospect impossible. By the time Dave strolls in, he's tired enough that it takes him a good five seconds before it clicks.

"Dave--Dave!" He bursts up from the couch he was sitting on, half-trips over his own foot, stumbles, regains balance, and jogs on over. "Fuck, man, where were you? It's been a week, you asshole!"
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[personal profile] crabmunicator 2015-03-21 10:45 am (UTC)(link)
Karkat has time enough to wonder what the pause is for before Dave blurts it out, and that's all it takes. Something goes out of him, like strings cut, and his shoulders droop. Back--he went back--and from what he said...

"You too," he says first softly, then, "You went too?" His hands come up unthinkingly to clutch his shoulders. "Dave, what happened? I was there, I went back--I saw you. You were chasing Jack and, and this other one and then you were just--"

He drops his hands way. "Let's talk in your room."

He wants to blurt out what happened to him, and he wants to ask if Dave fared any better than him, if he's still alive back there or knows anything more than he did, if he knows about Terezi and Gamzee or that he died. If he just starts here, though, they're never going to make it out of the common area. This isn't something that can be so easily interrupted once it starts.
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[personal profile] crabmunicator 2015-03-21 12:20 pm (UTC)(link)
Karkat follows him into his room, steps aside, and lets him close the door. He's not focusing on anything inside but instead looking at Dave, impatient but refusing to interrupt before he gets it out. Once he starts, he hears what he needed to know.

Tapped out. Alone it wouldn't have been clear enough, but the following clarifies what he feared, adding more still when he mentions what happened to Jade. Things click into place: why he saw Dave go by, what else happened with the remains of the hive scattered across the lava, why there was so much chaos. There's still elements he doesn't understand, but the details of those seem to matter less next to the sinking confirmation of what he already guessed. His own gaze has dipped by the time Dave asks his experience.

"I died." The contrast of Dave, he feels no reason to delay or mince words. "Meenah told me something was going down, which I why I called you, and then Kanaya and I ran off to figure out what was happening. There was that light in the sky and the forest caught on fire, then you went by..." He shakes his head. That's not the important part.

"Once we got past the trees, we saw Gamzee and Terezi standing on the remains of that hive. They were--they were covered in blood. Their own, each other's. Gamzee--it looked like he was trying to kill her, like--like maybe they had been trying to kill each other? Fuck, there was so much..." His lips press together, and he starts again. "I wasn't going to let him. I drew my sickle and I pushed up my sleeves, and I ran at him, and--he grabbed me. He took Terezi's sword cane and stabbed me with it twice before I could do anything, then dropped me in the lava."

He touches his hand to his chest and slides it from one side to the other, over the spots where the sword struck like bullseyes into the circles of his sign.

"We're doomed, Dave."
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[personal profile] crabmunicator 2015-03-22 08:44 am (UTC)(link)
Karkat's had enough time that he's mostly past the initial anger in his mind. If Gamzee ever showed up, he might end up doing something stupid about it, but he'll continue to hope for now that it doesn't happen. He nods to Dave's assessment, and that's it for that.

But Dave starts in on his self-directed negativity, and he snaps his gaze up.

"Hey, no." He's frowning, a stern focus to his look. "You wanted to help Jade, right? If you just let them take her, then what? Even if she was mind controlled by the Empress when we last saw her, that doesn't mean you couldn't have done something--"

Well, actually. His mouth twitches at the edge, chastened by the knowledge of the doomed timeline (and it has to be, like this), but he starts again. "What I mean is, it wasn't wrong to want to do something. Gamzee killed two of my friends and did crazy damage against the Black King when we fought him, but you're not telling me it was wrong to try to stop him, are you?"

Even if he wishes he had done more beforehand, even if he wishes he had spoken up when he first noticed them... It comes back to him, how even when he told the Signless he didn't comment on how he wanted to kill Gamzee for it. He'd said other things, about other stuff, and the bulk of it was that even the effort was worth something. It feels weird for him to find that sentiment now, but he means it just the same.
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